i'm so tired of eating! i know it's the lamest thing to complain about, but eating has become such a chore! i guess i didn't eat all that much when i was back in nyc, so being here and training all the time/eating all the time has been quite the challenge i didn't anticipate.
wake up-have fruit on the walk to the otc. arrive at the otc-eat breakfast: eggs, oatmeal, fruit, yogurt. practice: have a shake. lunch: not hungry-force feed chicken sandwich or some other chicken filled meal, along with veggies and more fruit. practice: have a shake..again. dinner: hopefully beef, maybe more chicken or fish, veggies, maybe more fruit if my mouth will continue to work.
now, don't get me wrong-the food at the otc is fantastic! things are made with flavor (unlike what i made at home) and care and it shows. i also enjoy breakfast quite a bit and when breakfast was served for dinner yesterday i had no complaints about stuffing that in my mouth. i'm very grateful for the food i have here and the fact that it is prepared for me!
that being said, i'm just really tired of eating. it's exhausting! i'm trying to work out what to eat/not eat after practice so that i can be more hungry when i arrive at meal time, but it's a slow and mostly unsuccessful process. i think i'll have to tailor one of my goals for the next few weeks around learning to like eating.
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